Tomorrow

Well tomorrow we get the pregnancy test for this cycle! I just do not feel like it is going to be any different. This month has been really negative for me. I am starting to get out of my funk but it seems sometimes like my life revolves around infertility. I really try hard for it not to be that way but I have not succeeded so much this month. For some reason my friend Jan is working on me with her assuredness that I will have two boys. This week especially, I have felt them with me. Richard William and Alexander James (Rick and AJ) should be here. I would love to have a house of more boys. I already have Scott, Seb and Cass (the cats). Anyway, think about me tomorrow and maybe all of those thoughts will prove me wrong. I will of course let you know how it goes.