Down Day

Kind of had a down day today. Went to the doctor yet again to check those follicles. Thought I was handling it all ok but afterwards I was just not really the same. Felt beat up and just tired from the constant poking and prodding. I am just worn out and I know that it will be ok but I am so ready to be pregnant. More today than normal, I saw people who were pregnant or stories about people adopting and it is on these kinds of days that I just want to sit and try to forget it all. Oh by the way, I had my first needle accident tonight when I reach for it and poked it into my finger and almost broke it. Needless to say, I had to put on a new needle. Guess that I have done it so many times now that I am not focusing, that is incredibly sad. Hope all of you are feeling more upbeat than I am.