Tuesday, March 07, 2006
Down Week
Ok, can't seem to get out of the crappy mood. Just seemed bothered by everything and really negative about the whole pregnancy thing. I know I need to be positive, but f@&k it I don't want to be! I just want a baby, a child, that Scott and I can teach how to read and play and grow with. Why do other people have child after child and we are looking at putting out over $18k for the possibility of one. Why is it so easy for some and so hard for others? Well, maybe I have bitched enough now but I am really tired and just basically pissed off. So I will be positive later all of you go ahead and do it for me for now!
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
2 comments:
you have every right to be pissed off. 7 years of frustration and you still manage to be nice to everyone at work. I would have already snapped and gotten boxed up and sent to Brice. I think you are doing quite well for what you have been thru.
Well like Jen said....can't really tell you to be positive. Just feel the way you want to feel. Maybe you will come to see that the negative part is just part of this whole situation and good must come with it.
Post a Comment