I tend to over expect. I expect people to treat me the way I treat them but that does not always happen. I really wanted my 44th birthday yesterday to be a day of less. Less clean up, less cooking etc. Well it actually turned out to be more of those things but some of that was my decision so I will let that go. Going forward into the next half of this life, I will work harder to expect less and just continue to give as I would anyway without expecting anything back. That of course is opposite to what you normally do. I want the next half to be more about grounding, centering, focusing and helping. More and less about me. More about taking time for myself and less about focusing on my own pain. The 44th year will be a time of change, being brave and helping others. Looking foward to it!
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