Miss These Days

Today was a good day!  I had some pain but not as much as I have been and I had a great attitude for some reason.  I use to be this way all the time!  I miss that girl who smiled because she wanted to and not because she was using it to hide how she really felt.  Even now there is pain in my hands and neck but it will be ok.  Infertility was tough and you can read that in all of the previous posts but this stuff I have now has been much worse.  My only hope is that it will one day go away and my old self will be here more often.  It seems ever since we started on the quest to have a child that I have had to learn more medical terms than you should have to.  Neuropathy so far has been the most vile of terms.  But they do say what does not kill you does make you stronger.  I think weight lifting is in my future!   Yoga is now my best friend so you too will learn those words too if you keep reading here.  Did you know that I sit most of the day with my shoes off under my desk so my feet don't hurt as much?  Did you know that two fans in a room that is already 65 degrees is really cool?  Did you know that cobra pose is excellent for toning your arms?  Give it a try!  Trying to post more!  Tomorrow night I will be heading with my sister to the the midnight showing of Breaking Dawn I!  Yes, we are crazy and I am going to work on Friday too!  I figure I usually wake up at midnight anyway why not have some popcorn and see a movie!  Maybe I will post some pics of us in our PJs at the movie. (Easier just to drop into bed afterwards)! Talk to you later!