8 Weeks Today

Well, today we hit 8 weeks. This is a bittersweet milestone for me and a very personal issue that I will not discuss. However, even with all of the constant sickness and throwing up today I decided to find my focus again. It is difficult to see outside your box when the box feels like it is closing in on you. Today I had a moment where I thought about our baby starting school and I could smell the crayons and the paste. I loved school and I look forward to the day even though it will be sad when our baby goes to school and gets to play and learn. I have to remember the joy even through the sickness. I hope soon that I will feel better and can focus better but for now, we take it slow and rest as often as we can. So you guys at work, if you see me with my feet up and my seat reclined just laugh and keep moving.