Feb 4 - Dad's Birthday

Ok, so I know I have been talking alot about my father-in-law recently but it just so happens that this time of the year really brings it up for me. Today would have been his 61st birthday. I really wish he had made it to this one. He almost made it to his 6oth which would have been a real milestone. You see both his father and his uncle died at 59 of heart related issues so he felt that he would never make it to 60 and indeed he didn't. He only missed it by 4 days last year. So now on his birthday, I wish even more that he had made it those 4 days. I really think that if he had he might have made it to this one too. So lesson learned today is to not sell yourself short and to push on and believe. I think he willed his death so we definitely can will our life!