Baby Showers

Well again I am involved in throwing a baby shower for one of my friends. I love doing it because I am excited for them and want them to enjoy having a baby. However, as my friend Kristy says it is hard to attend baby showers when you so much one to have one of your own. Sometimes people just do not understand how difficult it is to be around babies or be apart of the baby showers. I think now though after 7 years that I have finally reached a place of Zen where things like baby showers really do not upset me but actually make me happy. I am not sure why but for now I feel ok with throwing parties for other would be mothers. I am now almost an expert on the perfect gift and what size cake works best depending on the crowd. Most days I do not even think about "why not now" but then their are the dreams where I see my two little boys ( I think Jan is wearing me down on this, she keep telling me that I will have two little Perry boys.) Anyway, next time you go to a baby shower remember that there is probably someone there who desperately wants one of their own and give them a hug!